Stuck again.

I really dont know what to do now. Why are you being like this? In front of the rest, you show that we are absolutely fine with each othed. Behind them, you need me you find me. When you don't need me, you disregard me from your life. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME. The moment when I've decided to move on and try to forget about you, the very next day DAMMIT YOU STILL WANT ME TO ACCOMPANY YOU TO GO MEET MR LIM FOR YOUR S&W MAKE UP CLASS WHEN THERE'S MUJ OR ZAKI TO ACCOMPANY YOU. YOU INTENTIONALLY CHOSE ME TO ACCOMPANY YOU. WHY...WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME. YOU'RE KILLING ME SOFTLY WITH YOUR ACTIONS, YOUR WORDS, everything..... Why am I even being so kind towards you when you have hurt me so much.....WHY. Why do I still bother about you so much when you dont. Why do I still text you to tell you to go to school every 5.30am in the morning when you delibrately stopped replying my morning texts. 😔 I was so determined to leave you and then this happened. Everytime I look at you, I still fall for you over and over again...

Toughest nut to crack ever

I really really REALLY cant seem to find a logical explanation of your irregular mood/behaviour towards me. You're the weirdest girl I've ever met in my entire life. If you were a board game I'm pretty sure my chances of winning against you is like 1:100. I still dont get why I'm chasing after you even though you have mentally killed me at times trying to figure you out. I guess there tonnes of homework for me to do about you. You are one of a kind. #OOAK

#RayaRayaZombiesSkema

Pandai je korang eh lagi lagi shidah "siapa duduk depan kena amek selfie tau dengan driver" ishh budak ni nak kena kan orang memang nombor satu. I swear to god Nora, you are really the biggest challenge in my entire life that I have ever encountered. I need Allah to consistently give me strength to win your heart, to always fight for you, to always never lose hope in you, to always have the fire burning to chase after you and most importantly to crave for your attention even if you give me the slightest bit. The thing is, there was a seat right next to you closer to the door but you chose to sit right next to me instead and leave the door seat unoccupied.... I sense that you want me but at the same time you push me everytime I try to get close to you. You're always shy that's the most cutest thing about you, tomato girl.

Don't give in, keep fighting.

Alhamdulillah, our conversations are all back to normal. I hope it stays this way forever. You're still the one that I want. In shaa Allah you'll be mine, amin.