You may not know this but I have always been berdoa-ing about us after each solat. If you're destined to be mine, make our love and bond stronger and closer. If you were never meant to be, make me steonger to accept and redha of Your decisions, oh Allah. 😔
You're so different now. You changed. We changed. The atmosphere that surrounded us changed. What made it change, I still dont know yet. I've been observing your behaviour lately and nothing makes sense. I am still trying figure you out. You're starting to go back to your lazy ways and that's something that worries me. You change so suddenly and, like as if someone poisoned your mind to keep a distance from me. What did I do wrong? Oh Allah, if this is just a test for me, give me strength to endure this challenge and give me faith that I'll still pray to you to seek help. I need the old you back Noranishah bte Mohd Riduwan.
Almost everyone of my zombies knows about you today, except for you. I'm certain that you've already gotten my hints for you a few times. I'm sure of that. I tahu I ni bukan manusia sempurna cuma hamba Allah yang biasa saje. Tapi I harap sangat supaya kita dapat bersama satu hari nanti in shaa Allah. Its time for me to confess it to you soon, when that day comes I have to be ready to talk to you.
You've been showing me hints or at least maybe I thought they are actually hints from you showing that our feelings are mutual? I really am confused or maybe I am just afraid to advance to the next phase. I'm pretty sure you've seen my actions for you, me tryna guide this relationship to a different level instead of just good friends. I am certain of that. Maybe we're both are just too shy to tell each other bout our feelings. Recently, I've been praying to Allah to show me a sign, I think I have found my answer. (: You keep showing me that you want to be with me, likewise I've been doing the same to you. Ya Allah, give me strength to confess to you as I feel that the right time will come anytime soon, amin.
